la la la..la la larrr.....i'm just lost of words...there's a lot of things i wanna say..but right now i can't think of any...my brain just shut down...oh ya, I NEED to thank God for his blessings and favour. I got a Chemistry test today..and guess what I got???? Come on..guess guess...remember that chem is my worst subject and the subject that I'm weakest at...but for today's test, I got.....90!!!!!!!! Can you imagine that??? And after my test, i wanted to do the second attempt..but my comp hang liaw...i was like thank god..Thank you Lord!!!! Church was great..the play was really touching and nice. And the church was packed and full...praise God! Anyway, i had a good chat with ping and sun....it's so fun..it brings back memories that we used to have...i really miss those times back in secondary school..where we skip classes to do unnecessary stuff together..and ping, in form 3..we always go staff room to have the air-con but at the same time pretending to be looking for someone or something..haha..sun my "toilet buddy". hehe...my form 5 is pretty much with sunnie...like we do almost everything together..even tuition also went to the same ones...haha..hey i realise that in different year, i spend my time with different ppl...anyway, I just cannot tahan people that speaks in a squeaky kind of voice.those like lil kid kind...to others it may be cute..but for me..i really can't stand it..if you're faking it to try to get attention..PLEASE!!!! Stop it girl..it really annoys me...if that's your natural kind of voice then well it's fine..Hey, i found out that there's this person by the name of Tan Ru Wei in my church..so cool..haha..anyway, got to sleep. Good nite.

Yeah!! One more day to go then it's holiday!!!!!!!! I'm really looking forward for it. Not really that I'm going for a holiday or what, but just a short break from all the work and LAB REPORTS!! I have to deal with tons of lab reports for the next 3 years!! But, even during this holiday, i need to do my bio essay and bio lab report too..cos got to hand in on monday. Now, it's the easter season...from this song in my blog...really the reason that Jesus gave his life is US. refelcting on what God has done and the cost that He's willing to pay for our sins. We really need to thank God for the cross. The power of the cross is just amazing.

As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love
I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him
He is my reason to live

Anyway I just distance is kind of funny. Sometimes it draws you closer to people but on the other hand you can get drifted apart too...we just cannot ignore the fact that distance does matters. No matter what your promises are..in the end it might mean nothing because of the distance..the miles apart..Distance can be a time of testing on how well is the relationship build or it can even restore relationship that has once been broken. Distance can also be a good time for healing...those hurts and stuff..cos you're away, in a new place, new environment and meet new people. you just move on with your new life and i believe that time can heal. But, when you come to the place, will all the hurts and sadness just rekindle back or will it be totally healed and forgotten?? Will the broken heart that was shattered be mend or will it leave a scar? Will it be able to acept something or someone that comes along the way? Will the heart be open once again or it will just be shut and scared that the fragile heart will be broken? Anyway, I'm perfectly fine...just some thoughts of mine. Oh ya, Happy Birthday Aidwina!!!!!!! Have a great time with your loved ones. Have a blessed year ahead.

Holiday!!

Yeah!!! Today is a public holiday...i can sleep..guess what time i slept last nite?? 11.30pm. That's like the earliest since i came here...i was so so sleepy and tired the whole day...i slept till 11.30 am this morning..haha..i need to gain back all the sleep that i've lost. But i guess, part of why i didn't get enough sleep is that i'm easily distracted...like now, i'm suppose to do my lab report but i end up blogging and chatting. I'm now in a phase of eating...not that I'm upset, happy or whatever...i'm perfectly normal..but i just dunno why I keep on eating an eating...guess what, the amount of pasta that i ate for lunch is actually much more than what michelle was eating...and after lunch, i ate 2 kit-kat and i was tempted to finish all 7 up..michelle please stop me!!!!!!! Anyway, yesterday we were having Bio lab and we need to prick our finger and see which blood group we are in...since michelle knows her so i say i wanna do cos i forgot my blood group...so there's 5 levels of depth you can choose to prick ur finger lar..everyone use 2 so i also use 2 lar...mana tahu, i use 2 then there's no blood coming out..so change and use 3..got a lil bit of blood came out...then i was squeezing so hard..and only manage to get 1 lil drop..but we need 3 drops...so i press my finger again..but nothing came out...pressed harder till i can feel lots of pressure on that small lil hole but still nothing came out..i gave up..so mich have to prick her finger and blood was like rushing out...and she have a small black dot on her finger after that...haha..well, the funny thing is that, after class we went Carefour to by some grocerries so when i was at the counter to pay for my stuff...i took out the the card and my fingernails accidentally poke one of the card and righ away, blood came out...mich was saying, when we need blood for experiment, it doesn't come out but a small lil poke at the edge of the card, your blood just flows out...haha...so pelik.

Peanut Butter

yeah!!! I got my peanut butter!!! Thanks to amanda chang who helped me to bring it all the way from kuching. Lots of ppl ask me what's so special bout this particular brand?? Honestly i don't know...guess it's just that i've been eating this brand since young and i kind-of used to it..and this brand has the most peanuts in it...and they are made with fresh roast peanuts!! I dunno how true is that, but it's on the label...haha.

something to ponder

Saw this entry in a malay's blog. ''telling a little about my background. Mine is a rather sad tale - of a young Malaysian full of hope and patriotic enthusiasm, which is slowly but surely trickling away. I am very different from many other non-bumiputeras, as I was given tremendous opportunities throughout my childhood. Born into a middle-class Chinese but English-speaking family, I grew up with all the privileges of imported books, computers, piano/violin lessons and tuition teachers. My parents insisted that I should be exposed to a multi-racial education in a national school. In my time, my urban national school (a missionary school) was a truly happy place - where the Malays, Chinese and Indian students were roughly equal in proportion. We played and laughed with each other, and studied the history of the world together during Form 4, with one interesting chapter dedicated to Islamic history. Though 75% of my teachers were Malays, I never really noticed. My Malay teachers were the kindest to me - teaching me well and offering me every possible opportunity to develop. I led the district teams for English and Bahasa Malaysia debating competitions. I was the only non-Malay finalist in the Bahasa Malaysian state-level elocution competition. My Malay teachers encouraged me to transfer to a government residential school (sekolah berasrama penuh) so as to enable me to maximise my academic potential. I refused because I was>happy where I was, so they made me head prefect and nominated me as a 'Tokoh Pelajar Kebangsaan'. Till this day, I am absolutely certain that it was the kindness of all my Malay teachers which made me a true Malaysian. I excelled at school and was offered a Singaporean government scholarship to study overseas. I turned them down because I wanted to ensure that I would remain a 'true Malaysian' in the eyes of Malaysia. So I accepted a Malaysian government scholarship to study at Oxford University. Throughout my three years as an undergraduate, the officers at the MSD looked after me very well, and was always there to offer support. I graduated with first class honours, and was offered a job with a leading investment bank. The JPA released me from my bond, so as to enable me to develop my potential. I shall always be grateful for that. I worked hard and rose in rank. My employer sent to me to Harvard University for postgraduate study and I climbed further up their meritocratic ladder. Now I am 31 years old and draw a comfortable monthly salary of US$22,000. Yet, I yearn to return home. I miss my home, my family, my friends, my Malaysian hawker food and the life in Malaysia. I have been asked many times by Singaporean government agencies to join them on very lucrative terms, but I have always refused due to my inherent patriotism. I really want to return home. I have been told by government-linked corporations and private companies in Malaysia that at best, I would still have to take a 70% pay cut if I return to Malaysia to work. I am prepared>and willing to accept that. My country has done a lot for me, so I should not complain about money.>>But of late, my idealistic vision of my country has really come crashing down, harder and faster than ever before. I read about the annual fiasco involving non-bumiputera top scorers who are denied entry to critical courses at local universities and are offered forestry and fisheries>instead. (My cousin scored 10A1's for SPM and yet was denied a>scholarship).I read about UMNO Youth attacking the so-called meritocracy system because there are less than 60% of Malay students in law and pharmacy, whilst conveniently keeping silent about the fact that 90% of overseas scholarship recipients are Malays and that Malays from the vast majority in courses like medicine, accountancy and engineering at local universities. I read about the Higher Education Minister promising that non-bumiputera Malaysians will never ever step foot into UiTM. I read about a poor Chinese teacher's daughter with 11A1's being denied a scholarship, while I know some Malay friends who scored 7A's and whose parents are millionaires being given scholarships. I read about the brilliant Prof. K.S. Jomo, who was denied a promotion to Senior Professor (not even to Head of Depart! ment), although he was backed by references from three Nobel Prize winners. Of course, his talent isrecognised by a prestigious appointment at the United Nations. I read about UMNO Youth accusing Chinese schools of being detrimental to racial integration, while demanding that Mara Junior Science Colleges and other residential schools be kept only for Malays. I read about the Malay newspaper editors attacking the private sector for not appointing enough Malays to senior management level, whilst insisting that the government always ensure that Malays dominate anything >government-related. I read that at our local universities, not a single vice-Chancellor or Deputy Vice-Chancellor is non-Malay. I read that in the government, not a single Secretary-General of any ministry is non-Malay. The same goes for all government agencies like the police, armed forces, etc. I read about UMNO screaming for the Malay Agenda, but accusing everyone else of racism for whispering about equality. I read about a poor Indian lady having to pay full price for a low-cost house after being dispossessed from a plantation, whilst Malay millionaires demand their 10% bumiputera>discount when buying RM2 million bungalows in a gated community. I read about my beloved national schools becoming more and more Islamic by the day, enforced by overzealous principals. I read about my Form 4 World>History (Sejarah Dunia) syllabus, which now contains only one chapter of world history, with Islamic history covering the rest of the book. As I read all this, I tremble with fear. I love my country and long to>return. I am willing to take a 70% pay cut. I am willing to face a demotion. I honestly want to contribute my expertise in complex financial>services and capital markets. But really, is there a future for me, for my children and for their children? I am truly frightened. I can deal with the lack of democracy, the lack of press freedom, the ISA, our inefficient and bureaucratic civil service, our awful manners and even>a little corruption. But I cannot deal with racism in my homeland. I think this is the single biggest factor which is keeping people likemyself away. And bear in mind - there are so many of us (researchers,>scientists, bankers, economists, lawyers, academics, etc.). What people read about in Malaysia (like Dr Terence Gomez) is but the iniest tip of theiceberg. You will be amazed to know about Malaysians denied JPA>scholarships (which would have made them civil servants), took loans to attend Ivy League universities, but who are later asked to advise our government (on IT, economics, etc.) at fees running to millions of US dollars. Such information will never be published because it is politically incorrect. As a Christian, I pray for God's blessing on this great country of ours. I pray that He blesses our leaders with the foresight and humanity to see>that this will not work and cannot continue. I pray that they will have the strength to make our country a home for all Malaysians and that they will>have mercy for the poor, including the non-Malays. I pray for true racial>harmony and acceptance (not just tolerance) in Malaysia. Yours sincerely, A very frightened Malaysian abroad''
That is very true..isn't it??? Another thing that i just read from keeny sia's blog...why is it wrong for malaysian's to hug each other in the public but Dr. Mahathir and Rafidah Aziz can hug each other publically and not get into trouble???? Loop holes in this system!!! Do you know that if you're unlucky, you can get caught by policeman for hugging in public?? What kind of rule is that?? Hello...we are living in the 21 century!!! Does the big shot ppl realises that?? Not living in some kuno time (dinasour time) anymore. But if you say that msia is a country like the Arab's or those really strong muslim countries, then you have such ruling..nobody will blame you lar...cos the religion says so..hen ppl will respect lar...but msia is a multi-racial country...so that doesn't make sense...make cow sense i guess..haha..

So much to do!!!!!!!!

I have so so much work to do.....arghh...this whole week will be busy for me...monday, I'll have to hand in Bio lab report, tuesday, chem lab report, wed, marketing assignment and thursday design of science report then during the weekend have to study for chem test on monday....by the end of this 2 weeks..i'll be like a vegetable...i so need the mid-sem break. This 1 month has been very hectic...there's just so much work to do..and sometimes, i don't even have time to watch tv at all...there are times that I didn't even on the tv for days....i thought uni life will be more relaxing than pre-u. So ppl out there, if you're complaining that SAM is tough...i tell you, it's so much easier compared to uni....i dunno lar...to me, it was quite relaxing...not as tough as everyone was saying...maybe that's why i didn't do so well for the exams...haha...anyway, I had a great time in GIG Kampar and Ipoh...it was rather relaxing...we had plenty of time to sleep and eat...food in Ipoh are just GREAT!!! I ate so so much...haha..somehow for the wrong reason...GIG itself was good...God's presence was just so strong in that place...and the message was awsome. Then I had a good time on my bday despite having to rush for my work. I had 3 cakes!!!!!!!!!! Although I'm not a cake person...but i enjoyed it...Heavenly Indulgence from Secret Recipe is just so good...the cake was so nice...thanks to Boon Wei, then had a tiramisu from ying ying and a bunch of friends from Kuching that stays in the condo...it took me by surprise and lastly for dinner I had this fruit cake...Boon Wei brought me for dinner at a Mexican restuarant with some other friends from church...food was just great...we had a lot of fun....thanks dears. Thanks to everyone that remembers my bday and sent me text or call to wish me. It meants a lot to me...muah...oh ya you know, my mum mailed me and says "Happy sweet 18 birthday" I was like...oh no..mum, i'm 19...not 18 anymore...haha...maybe to my mum, i'm still the little kid...haha...I still haven't got your card....why is it taking so long????? Hopefully it's not lost somewhere....all my mails are important!!!!!!!! Hehe...As i was listening to this song...it just struck me...sometimes, we just take things for granted..and without realising, we've sort of become professional christians...God's presence has been replace with other things...our piority has changed...many times we thought that we can reply our own strength and power...but in actual fact..it's not by our power and by our might but by the spirit of God.

Life

Everyone needs someone, people needs people, friends needs friends. Life depends on love..after all love is the greatest gift among all...liefe does not depends on worldly fame, riches, neither great success but just in knowing that someone cares and hold us close in their thoughts and keep us in their prayers. Having the knowledge of that makes living everyday worth while and good. At times, we just don't know what are we living for, but knowing that someone out there cares about it just changed the whole senario and situation that we are in. Life's completeness and richness depends on the things we share with our loved one and friends. Anyway, mich and I had McD's delivery for dinner today!!! Yeah!!! Although the chicken looks quite awful, the fries were so little and mich's burger looks small...we had fun eating them...we used to take SS 15 for granted...and complain that there's nothing to eat...but let me tell you...sunway is so much worse...at dinner...there's only 4 place that you can go for dinner...the poolside cafe at the condo, orange, pink shop or medan. And bare in mind medan only has 2 food stall open, orange has about 4 stalls open and that's about it...while back in SS 15, you have McD, Burger King, Pizza HUt, Asia Cafe, Starbucks, Kuai San, Seaview, As You like It, Cabana, AYA cafe, and all those mamak stalls...so much variety...well, mich koo says that we are living in Aeon Flucks. Haha. so yeah...here's something to share with you guys:-
Often your task will be many,
and more than you think you can do..
often the hills insurmountable, too..but always remember..
the hills ahead are never as steep as they seem,
and with faith in your heart, start upwardand climb 'til you reach your dream.
for nothing in life that is worthy is ever too hard to achieve if you have the faith to believe
for faith is a force that is greaterthan knowledge or power or skill
and many defeats turn to triumph if you trust in god's wisdom and will..
there is nothing that god cannot do,
so start out today with faith in your heart and climb 'til your dream comes true

I really had a great time with my ex-housemates last night...we went out to celebrate mich and my birthday...cos they can't make it on the actual day itself due to their fina trail exam and me going to GIG next weekend....we had dinner at Nando's then went to have drink and cakes at Starbucks till about 11.30 p.m. We just had so much to talk about but somehow or rather i just became the topic for conversation for the night due to some stuff that I'm going through now and teasing me for walking slow, talk slowly and stuff....haha...anyway, i really enjoyed myself. I was really surprise by their presents...wai zin gave me a roxy backpack (i need one now) and the rest gave me Gucci Envy Me....the perfume that I've wanted!!!!!!! Thanks guys...and thank you dorin for making the birthday card for me...mich koo says that you poked your fingers a few times while making it...it's really nice and sweet of all of you to write all those messages. I think i cherished the time that we had last year even more now...knowing that we won't be able to watch Desperate Housewives together on tuesday nite...cooking together and eating dinner in front of the tv...those were the days...anyway, mich lee andI cooked today and we had su ann and wai kit over for dinner...I really miss those time together...yeah, my uncle went back today..we talked for a while...i really hope that he can find true happiness..and women that come along the way, please don't take him for grated and used him. Just because he's nice doesn't meant you can take advantage of him!! this goes to those whom it may concern, never ever try to take advantage of my friends...never take them for granted and don't try to break their vulnerable hearts...i'll go after you if you try to come up with something funny and hurt them.

Promo tour

Lee Hom's promo tour is today...everyone is so excited about it and i took some pic from my condo...the venue of the concert is just outside my window..all i have to do is just look outside. Those ppl are really really crazy...they've been standing outside the Sunway Lagoon's gate as early as 2.30 p.m and the concert on starts at 8 pm. Then when it was about 4, it was raining so so heavily but thoses loyal and faithful Lee Hom's fans are still standing outside the gate despite the heavy downpour. I salute them man...Ying ying got binoculars...and we used it to watch the concert, although i can't really see the face cos it's so far but I sure can hear his amazing voice. Kiss Goodbye was so nice..Anyway, that's all. Going to sleep.

Thank you God

While I was doing my lab report and michelle was chatting with clement, i just felt that i need to thank God for what He has done in my life. Nowadays, people passed away due to cancer is just so common and just 2 days ago, my friend's mum died of cancer. Having saying that, I really want thank God for his grace and mercy towards my family, I could have lost my loved ones when I was only 10 years old...I could barely understand what the word cancer and my sister was just 7...but God really really is real..through the thick and thin, He has gone through it with us. He's Jehovarapha our healer and by His stripes we are healed and make whole. I really believe in His promises. God, I really just want to thank you for all that you've done...you alone deserves all glory and praise. Bless the Lord all my soul and all that is within me bless His holy name. I dunno what would i go through without having Him in my life...God's love is just so amazing that no words can explain. Embrace it and experince it yourself and you'll know what I'm talking about.

Had my chem lab yesterday...it was quite fun as we were required to build our own so called 'submarine'. It's by using this small bottle then you have to put coins in so that it can sink to the bottom of the measuring cylinder. Then we were given citirc acid and sodium bicarbonate to make it float up by itself. So got to figure out how much amount of the both chemicals to add so that the 'submarine' can float up by itself after sinking into the measuring cylinder. It was quite fun but it's a hassel cos have to measure the chemicals so so many times...our whole table had fun...all of us cracking our heads and think of the solution...haha...suddenly all became so kan chiong and with eileen's expression, it's like we are going for a race or something...everyone was getting ready with their own stuff to add in the bottle. So funny....mich says it's like running a race then the gunmen say "on your mark, get set, go!" HAha....anyway, i just realised that i answered my marketing questions wrongly and i have to present it today...luckily today i start class at 1. So can redo it now...

I don't want to go

LIfe has been quite busy for me....have to hand in bio lab report tomorrow..got maketing discussion with my partner tonight cos we are doing presentation this wed then chemistry web test is due on monday...and I haven't study anythign for chem!!!! My partner for marketing is very hardworking...i very stress by seeing ppl all around me so hardworking...i nedd to be like them too..that will be the day...haha.
I don't want to go somewhere,
If I know that you're not there,
Cause I know that me without you is a lie.
And I don't want to walk that road,
Be a million miles from home,
Cause my heart needs to be where you are.
So I don't want to go.
So come whatever,
I'll stick with you.
I'll walk and you'll lead me,
call me crazy or a fool
forever I promise you...

Why can't i send the pictures that I took from my phone to the computer????? Somebody please help me...how i wish i'm staying with su ann then she'll be able to help me with all these computer stuff. If i'm staying with her, i'll also be having more new songs in my laptop...nothing much happen, oh, we got cheated by the taxi driver...from mid-valley to bangsar is only so near..and he charged us for RM 15. You know, by paying RM 15 i can actually go to kl from subang??? If i've got small change i'll just give him RM 10 and just walk away. Even by paying RM 10 is actually too much. Firstly he didn't even know the place and we have to look out ourselves and tell him...what kind of taxi driver is that?? Because of one chemistry book, mich and i have to go everywhere to look for it...first we went all the way to mid valley then only got 1 book left and then go to bangsar to buy the other one. So susah...that campus bookshop lar...so stupid..dunno how to do business...they know that the lecturers are using the book then order more lar during the holidays...only a few ppl have in the whole programme. I don't think what the government did to hike up the petrol price by 30 cent per liter was a right thing to do...taxi's price are all hike up..so what's the point that the citizens are paying more for petrol and the gov says that the subsidy for petrol will be used to improve to public transport??? Then in a way, the citizens are paying both sides and still the gov are making profit out of it. Although the petrol price in m'sia is not as expensive in other south east asia countries but then it's still not right to do it this way...the plan has loop holes..anyway, i've got a bio lab report to do and it's kind of difficult...everyone is like half way doing it and i haven't even started. oh no..i better catch up...

Who Am I

Who Am I???? I was given this topic for my 1st week's assignmnet and I dunno what to write. I'm stuck here..till now i can ony come up with 7 lines. Oh no....anyway, I'm happy that my web tunes work and i didn't know that till aidwina told me. Cos the time i check it nothing appear and even the post that i wrote was lost in the middle of nowhere....but now everything is there...hehe...Anyway, i was going to carefour with dorin and mich and we decided to use the bus. So the bus came as we reached the gate of our condo and we boarded the bus. The next stop was sunway pyramid, 2 lady came into the bus. I think they are in their 60's, they bought quite a lot of stuff and that time there's no seats available so thy had to stand. I was just being nice and stand up and went to the 2 ladies and offered them my seat. I spoke in cantonese with them cos when they came in they spoke canto to each other. Then there's this guy behind me said to his friend i canto "Kui ko kong tung hua kam tak yi keh" in english it means her cantonese sounds so funny. I mean i know that my canto is not cun but do you have to say it so loudly?? If you want to comment then at least whisper lar....but nvm, I did a good deed. haha. This is the picture of my campus. It's quite small though and they are building a new campus and predicted that it will be ready by 2007. Oh ya, I tottally forgotten to tell you guys what happen on saturday. I had to walk from my condo to church. It took me 30 mins to walk under the blazing hot sun. No taxi wants to go to Summit because it's jam during that hour. So i had no choice but walk, as i was walking i was hoping that there'll be taxi that would pass by but to my disappointment there's NONE. How sad. Then I reached this traffic light it was red then after a while it turns green and obviously all the cars were moving, this stupid lorry driver honk and wave to me indicating that like you know, he's moving faster ahead of me....urghh...anyway, i had agreat time in church this weekend.

I've moved to condo!!!!

At last I'm able to move into condo!!!! i don't have to stay at that dreadfulplace anymore...and well of course the rent has doubled the one i used to pay. Anyway, praise God for His favour that I'm able to move into condo so fast...like about 2 weeks and with the help of many friends, i don't have to move my stuff all alone. guess what, the view from my room's window it's sunway lagoon's surf beach and Lee Hom is going to have his promo tour concert there...hopefully the venue will not change then I can see then whole thing from my room. I'm lucky to have mich lee as my roomate, she's my ex-housemate...cool...i haven't met any of my housemates yet...ppl here are very strange..they don't come out and just lock themselves in their room, dunno what are they doing inside there...rooting there i also dunno...ooops..touch wood. All i know from mich is that there's one Iran lady who is married, a muslim girl and another girl from dunno where...then there's me, mich and another chinese girl. After all it's not bad...much better than the apartment of course! Classes have started. Lectures was quite boring...esp Bio...i thought everyone was listening to Dr. Phoon attentively but it turns out that they act like they are listening but their minds are wandering around somewhere..made me felt so tensed cos everyone seems to be so serious. haha....chem was ok, Dr. emily was going througg them quite fast...it's more like physics though...and last but not least marketing. It's a total new thing to me. I dunno what the lecturer was talking about then went to buy the text book and read up and get ready for tutorials the next day, but who knows during tuts they don't discuss the chapter until the following week..make me kan chiong nia...haha.

Unpredictable

I had a good time tonight....went to my uncle's house for this some sort of family gathering. This is the only time where you see unfamiliar faces appearing and the next minute you just realised that you are related. What a small world. Met a lot of uncle's and aunties that I've never seen in my entire life but the most important part is that I had a good time playing with my niece...she's only 13 months old and just began to learn to walk on monday. eventhough she fell several times but she never cry, she'll just get up and try to walk again...such a nice and adorable girl. I carried her around for quite a while then my hand felt so weak, no more energy. My sister asked me how am I going to carry my child next time since my hand felt so weak just after carrying her for about half and hour...and talking about kids, I need to speed up and find a boyfriend. Boyfriend also don't have...what more to say kids. Oh ya, guess what even felicia also boyfriend now...can you imagine, the most kuai, innocent, naive and whatever words you wanna use to describe has a boyfriend now!!!! Oh gosh....i really need to speed up...haha..I think sometimes the people that you think are innocent will actually have bf first. for example Magdelene, she's married and now she's pregnant. I never thought that she'll be among the first ones to get married in audrey che's group of friends...things are unpredictable...don't you think so???? Anyway, I followed my uncle and my mum to Sarawak Biodiversity today for a meeting with the CEO cos he's planning to come back. It was a very fruitful visit to that place...I've learnt a lot. After that, we went for lunch then to Bank Bumiputera Commerce to open a new account for me cos Monash only has that bank's ATM machine in the campus. I quarrelled with the ppl there cos they treated me so unfairly. Stupid bank....if it's not b'cos monash has no other ATM machine other than theirs, I would not have step my foot into that bank.

Homeless

I'm desperate for a room in sunway....somebody please help me out....the hostel at the university are FULL and the waiting list is so so so long...I am indeed worried bout it but what can I do? I've called all my friends that are staying somewhere there to help me look out for an accomodation there and bare in mind most of them are back in their hometown for holiday...why can't you just understand instead of blaming me for not being concerned????!!!!!AHH....i'm just so sick of it that I raised my voice a lilttle just now. I'm starting on a new book now although i still need to finish off my book on holy spirit before i get back to KL...but Memoirs of a geisha seems much more interesting than that book.

a new beginning....

Time flies and now we are moving on to 2006!!! I think 2005 was incredibly fast...it's like it seems just yesterday when I leave to KL and ta da...it's finished. 2005 was a year with whole load of new experinces and new stuff...first I was staying with 6 other ppl I don't know and I tell you, staying with others was really an experince...you got to have lots of patience..everyone has their own attitude and character at times you might get pretty annoyed but what can you do?? But, there are times when we had fun esp during birthdays and on tuesday when everyone just sit on the couch at 10.30 and watch desperate housewife. Then I have friends in school...huiru and adeline, they are really nice ppl....they make me feel so much at home during my first week of class. They helped me with my schoolwork and huiru is just an adorable kid. She's so sweet!!! Adeline is a really smart girl and she really encourages me whenever I was down. Thanks dear. Moving on to church. Thank God I met Gillian and she brought me to Acts and Campuscity, if not, I would have missed out so much. I have a wonderful PG and great PG leaders. The determinaion in Vionita just encourages me how she struggle in order to stand firm and be a christian really touch my heart...but sadly she got to go back to Indonesia. However, Boon Wei equally good too. Campuscity....the place where i really learn so much. GIG's has really open my eyes of what God can do...nothing really is impossible for him. At times, I missed church back there but last week's service in Good News was not bad...I feel quite comfortable with their worship hopefully I'll learn in this church. Last year, I was able to spend New Year's eve with my friends...that's a new thing cos usually I'll follow my parents to parties and countdown with them, but it was different last year...although it wasn't like what I wanted but I had a great time with my friends. Uncle James will be back for Chinese New Year...at last there will be more ppl during CNY's eve dinner...I hope that it won't turn into a disaster cos grandma sure will ask him to move back to Kuching and obviously that's not his intention, and with his new China girlfriend...I really really hope that things will turn out fine between uncle james and granny. Don't ruin my new year please....

Christmas!!

5 more days to christmas!!! I've always believed that Christmas is a time to love and give...i really like the culture in overseas where everyone is busy doing their christmas shopping now and busy buying gifts for almost everyone that they know..but why is it so different here?? Anyway, as usual I get my christmas present from my god-mother the earliest..she never fail to get me present. Apart from that, there's no present under the christmas tree for me at all..how sad. Anyway, I got mail from Acts church updating on the christmas production...so sad that I have to miss all of it...all of them must be busy prpeparing for it...decorating, rehearsal and many many stuff to do...i miss church...although extension center is definitely more lively than cathedral but it's just different..the praise and worship is so different. I can't seem to get connected. I feel that my growth has stop ever since i came back here...maybe i need to go back to Good News or something.

Goodbye

I guess today will be the last day I'm going to meet my classmates...we went to genting for our class trip this morning. It was a great day..we had so much fun together. I haven't had so much fun for quite a while and it really is great. Thanks for changing the date so that I'll be able to make it.I was suppose to go for prayer meeting at 8 pm so if i use the bus down from genting at 6.30 i'll be able to make it in time..and guess what, we missed the bus, we were only 5 mins late and the bus has left us..so sad..then thought of catching the 7 pm bus but due to the jam in KL the bus couldn't make it in time. Luckily the girl at the counter was kind and she asked us to take another bus which leaves at 7.15 to Gombak instead of KL central.The journey was long and a bit troublesome but adeline, huiru and I had fun. Thanks for accompanying me. I manage to go for prayer meeting and it was great. This will be the last time I'm going to have meeting in Acts Church. I dunno whether I'm coming back or not next year, but this year has trully been a fruitful year. I've grown spiritually. I'll miss those time that we had during PG and supper. Anyway, I just started packing just now after I came back home from supper. I thought I'll be able to fit in my stuff into my bags but it turn out that I had so many things to bring. I haven't even finish packing but i have to move out tomorrow. hAi ya...