Goodbye

I guess today will be the last day I'm going to meet my classmates...we went to genting for our class trip this morning. It was a great day..we had so much fun together. I haven't had so much fun for quite a while and it really is great. Thanks for changing the date so that I'll be able to make it.I was suppose to go for prayer meeting at 8 pm so if i use the bus down from genting at 6.30 i'll be able to make it in time..and guess what, we missed the bus, we were only 5 mins late and the bus has left us..so sad..then thought of catching the 7 pm bus but due to the jam in KL the bus couldn't make it in time. Luckily the girl at the counter was kind and she asked us to take another bus which leaves at 7.15 to Gombak instead of KL central.The journey was long and a bit troublesome but adeline, huiru and I had fun. Thanks for accompanying me. I manage to go for prayer meeting and it was great. This will be the last time I'm going to have meeting in Acts Church. I dunno whether I'm coming back or not next year, but this year has trully been a fruitful year. I've grown spiritually. I'll miss those time that we had during PG and supper. Anyway, I just started packing just now after I came back home from supper. I thought I'll be able to fit in my stuff into my bags but it turn out that I had so many things to bring. I haven't even finish packing but i have to move out tomorrow. hAi ya...

O.C

I've finish watching O.C season 1 and 2 and I'm waiting for season 3..it's so slow to download them...arghh...can't it jus move a lil faster??? GUess what time i selpt last night? I slept at 8 a.m. last night. Yeah..your influnce is really strong on me..hehe..remember to bring back Dawson's Creek ya. If not I'll die of boredom during my holidays at home. Su ann left today..it's so sad...one year has just past by and I dunno when will we meet again. No one will update the songs in my laptop anymore...no one will teach me computer stuff if I can't get it..I'll miss you guys..however, some might be exceptional. It's quite sad that you think you're close with someone but in actual fact, that person dosen't even feel close to you and wants you to be out of her life as soon as possible. I'm just so sick that at times, she just don't use her brain before she talk and don't even bother about other ppl's feelings. Twist and turn your own statement in order to win when the fact is you're SO wrong. Get a life man. I'm so sick of all these..having to put up with you the whole year. Staying with you for another year is going to be a big NO NO. So now you're uncomfortable when you have guys staying around your house? So how bout me? Have you ever thought of that? I have to get out of my room whenever you bring your bf back and have him sleeping over at our place and I had to sleep in dorin's room?? Think bout that before you say anything. Last time when I asked you to sleep over at their room cos Vionita is here you gave me whole bunch of bullshit and now you're happily asking me to sleep in their room so that you can 'make out' with your bf??? Get a life man. So what's the big deal that you have a bf now? So what if he has a car? My life is not crippled...so don't start to boast bout it. In case you don't realise...the whole house don't even like you!!! So wake up!!!!

Phases of life

Looking back at my life and I realise that I've grown..starting from kindergarden, I was like the happy-go-lucky young little child who plays robots, guns and running around with my cousins..i never played with barbie dolls..maybe b'cos I had too many guy cousins and that time all of them were still here before moving to Penang..then moved on to primary school..my primary school days is always under the sun where I did so much sports that I was baely in class. I have long jump training everyday during recess in the field when I was in Pri 3 &4 then was running at the track field everyday during recess when I was Pri 5 & 6. Then badminton training in the evening from 4.30-7.30 on Mon,wed, fri and sat. By God's grace I was able to pull through my UPSR and get quite a good result. When I was in secondary school..i got a shocked of my life..everything was so different. From a co-ed school to a single sex school..why did i chose St. Mary's instead of Kuching High?? If I'm in Kuching High then I guess I would be a good badminton player by now and flung my studies. I still remember on the first day to sch we went to see Mrs. Wong and she put me into 1.2 instead of 1.1 which my results qualifies me b'cos she was afriad that I can't cope with BM seeing that I'm from a chinese sch. I don't know everybody there and the only person I know was Sherlyn. Thanks to Sunday School...since then life began to change. esp when I moved to 1.1, I've got phone calls from Felicia almost every night and she'll be telling me when I did wrong that day, like I shouldn't have said this and that cos I've hurt who ever's feelings...oh God..I was like what's the matter with those girls?? Get a life man...well, eventually I moved on then I got letters from Sharon Chong...weird letters..in form 2 and 3 I've skipped quite a fair bit of classes..there's this time Pn. Kadariah (i think) caught me playing basketball during her moral class and I was late for her class. I love those time when we were in form 3, hanging out with jaq,ping, adrine, shah, sherlyn and i...we almost had to see the counselling teacher when Nuraini went to see her...haha..Form 4, it was one of the year that I like...life was quite easy,nothing much...i hang out with sherlyn most of the time..and guess what, ppl started to think that we are lesbians..even the teachers..can you imagine that?? Oh no...I know that we're close but definately NOT lesbians..then Form 5, it was quite a boring year..nothing much except the SPiderMan Movie thing by Interact Club, we spend most of our time in the office calling and stuff...the teachers never helped us in anything...and that's the end of my secondary school year...I wonder why I was never active in sports in sec sch?? Moving on to college...it's totally different...having to leave with 6 other girls that I don't even know and had to put up with 6 different attitudes...there are times that we just really don't see eye to eye with things and I realised that my mum is the one that I talked to mostly nowadays...to stay with others really needs a high level of patience...and now it's all coming to an end...I dunno what lies ahead of me...but I know that God holds my future and in him I can take refuge. Sometimes when I look back, some stuff seems so silly but yet at that time it seems so big...it's really funny...I would love to go back and read those letters and notes that I used to exchange, memories of those good and bad times I had. Thanks friends for leaving footprints in my life. The memories that we all had together will always be cherished.

End of season

It's the end of season for my chapter of life here...i felt it esp today. It was at worship practice during campuscity, God's presence was so awesome...and i just teared...God has been so great and wonderful through it all. I have grown so much since I came here...when i first came, I was a stagnant christian. Going to church and ISCF has become more of a routine rather than a time of breakthorugh, a time of worship where I can enter into His presence and have another encounter with HIm. I still remember, Sherlyn said that she wanted me to draw closer to God before she leave..it was when I was in form 4...thanks che. Looking back at where I was and now, I have grown t another level of faith. There's much more to come!! Amen!! I really am grateful for ppl like pastor ryan, pastor kenneth, vionita, wee vien, and calvin. Their faith has just impacted my life so much. After this what's next?? What's the next chapter that God has planned for me. It just reminded me of Jeremiah 1:5 , even before I form you in your mother's womb, I knew you. Isn't that amazing?? We serve a true living God. A God who is so much more of our problems, worries, depression, studies, loniness, heartbreaks. Thank you God for everything that you've done in my life.

Yeah!!!!!

I'm so happy!!!! Exams is finally over..although I didn't feel that I did well for my my exams..anyway, it's over...we'll just leave everything to God's hands...I'll save the book for you...when are you coming back arr??? The ending is....urmm...cannot tell you lar..read it for yourself. I'll bring back to Kuching. Hey why Harry Porter there is later than in M'sia?? We start screening on thursday..ppl are crazy over it...the whole place it booked for the whole week and we only manage to get the show in GSC one utama at 12.10 am. Thanks to Jason. If not hen we have to watch at TGV sunway pyramid..which su ann and I has already booked the tic. Hey, Planet Shakers come to Malaysia every year...and they didn't publise it that much so I don't know...i was so sad to miss it...maybe I should publise that Delirious is coming to M'sia on 2 Feb 2006. It's organized by my church in conjuction with AYA Festival...cool rite?? And we are taking the afternoon session doing a pre GIG thing. But the bad news is that 2 Feb is on the 4th day of Chinese New Year..i haven't figure out how am I going to tell my parents that I got to leave on like 3rd day of chinese New Year or take the earliest flight on the 4th day then rush to Bukit Jalil Indoor Stadium. Anyway, I kind of had fun today...went to Sunway Pyramid with the whole class after exam then movie with su ann and wai kit. but i kind of feel bad cos I skipped worship practice is campuscity and I totally forgot that I have bible study in church today until Dorin called me, but I already bought tickets for Just Like Heaven. Then Calvin just called and rub it in..guess what he did for his ex-girlfriend during Christmas??? He's such a nice guy...haha.

I finish reading 2 books this year!!!!

I'm so proud of myself...i actually manage to finish reading 2 books so far..ain't you proud of me???Hehehe..that's an achievement..for ppl like su ann, mich, adeline, and sherlyn, 2 books might seems like kacang putih to you guys but it's an achievement to me...haha...maybe I should cont. on cultivate my reading habits...let's see how long it will last or is it just another hot hot chicken shit...wait and see...haha. I still have one more paper to go...can't wait for it...you know, i can't sleep last night...i was so scared and i could feel my heart throbbing...but 2 Timothy 1:7 struck me, it says for God did not give me a spirit of timidity, but of power, love and a sound mind.

PLanet Shakers

Planet Shakers came to Malaysia and I went to the concert for about 5 minutes?? Hehe...I didn't know that they are herethen I saw the poster in Sunway Pyramid while I was there buying present for Betty..then Michelle and I went in there for about 5 min then we ame out cos Mich Koo and Jason were waiting for us outside..but I manage to take some photos of it.

I'm So Scared!!!

My finals is on Monday..which is only 1 day away...I'm so scared..I'm not prepared...and after this what course should I persue??? Hai ya...so much thinking again...my results is definately not good enough for me to do medicine, but that is what I really wanted to do since I'm a little kid...should I do Law?? That's one of my interest too...but there's so much memorizing to be done...can I cope with it?? There's so many questions in my mind...or should I just follow my mum's advice and do BioMed or BioTech?? I do quite like BioMed..but after that I'll be stuck in the lab and mostly do research..knowing me, I'll die of boredom and just by sitting on the chair for hours and hours will just kill me...Why there's nothing that requires you to work outdoor then there's office work too?? Actually is not that there's nothing lar..engineering is like that, but my maths is already so teruk..and still want to do engineering..i'll die while studying..that day during campuscity prayer meeting, pastor ryan asked us to say what do we see ourself doing in the future in ministry...the word community just came..and I believe that God is somehow showing me direction..I see myself working within the community and reach out especially to those who have lower income...In Jeremiah 29:11 it says, for I know the plans that I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and future. I know that He has wonderful plans for me ahead.