Reputation is what others think you are

Personality is what you think you are

Character is what you really are

"Forty years ago, the Beatles asked the world a question. They wanted to know where all the lonely people came from. My theory is that a great many of the lonely people come from hospitals. More precisely, the surgical wing of hospitals. As surgeons, we ignore our own needs so we can meet our patients' needs. We ignore our friends and families so we can save other people's friends and families. Which means that, at the end of the day, all we really have is ourselves. And nothing in this world can make you feel more alone than that."

Speaking of that, I miss my buddy...I miss hanging out and talking to you..watching this episode in Grey's Anatomy reminded me of you. I want more of Grey's Anatomy!! Season 3 is starting soon but i haven't even finish my season 2!! Arrgghh..there's no time to watch..i treat myself with 1 episode everyday after dinner then I have to get back to finish up my work...3 more days then I'll be able to watch as much as I want. Wohoo!! Oh ya, I've finished reading another book!! I've read more books than usual this time around! I took about 2 months to finish My Best Friend's Girl..that's so long...it's a very nice book..just that I don't read it everyday and my time are mostly occupied with doing what I also dunno..that's something for me and you to find out. Any other books to recommend??

As doctors, patients are always telling us how they'd do our jobs. Just stitch me up, slap a band-aid on it and send me home. It’s easy to suggest a quick solution, when you don’t know much about the problem or you don’t understand the underlying cause or just how deep the wound is. The first step toward a real cure is to know exactly what the disease is to begin with. But that’s not what people want to hear... We're supposed to forget the past that led us here, ignore the future complications that might arise and go for the quick fix.

People walk in and out of our life, but some leave footprints in our hearts...you never know how much one can impact others...I remember that I used to be rebellious and I would answer back whatever my parents say and whenever they scold me, I'll definately answer back, sometimes it just make things worse...a close friend said to me, why answer back everytime? why not keep quiet when they scold you? things will be different...the nagging will be shorter and things will turn the other way round..knowing me, it was hard at first but eventually I did take her advice...The result of it..it really was a change..God really is great, He puts different people in our life to teach us and to mould us into a better person..He uses our past to be a blessing to others..I encounter a teen last week that exactly has the same problem like I used to have...I was able to share with this teen my experince! Praise God! Thanks for being part of my life, you really has impacted my life in many ways.
I came across this story while I was waiting for my lecture, one day a boy saw a butterfly was struggling and trying hard to break free from the coccoon...it look as if it was stagnant, so this boy was trying to be kind and uses a scissors to cut the lid of the coccoon and free the butterfly...The butterfly has a wounded body and wings that cannot fly...The boy thought that after a few days, the butterfly will have enough strength to fly..but, the butterfly was not able to fly throughout it's whole life..it was a crippled butterfly. What the boy dosen't know is that God has formed butterfly in a way that while they are in the coccoon and trying to force itself out from the lid, it will pushes the liquid of the body to its wings to fully developed it. This applies to our life, trials and test are placed in our life to help us grow, mature and be stronger. It is in the time of testing that our character and attitude can really be moulded and change. Whatever circumstances that you are going through right now, continue to persevere on. His grace is sufficient for us. Do not give up hope. Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible.

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for

Whoa... oh... oh... keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, oh, for sure'
Cause I tell you that's what friends are for
For good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for (That's what friends are for)

On me, for sure
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin', keep shinin'

Pluto, no longer a planet! Shocking rite? I've known PLuto as a planet for 19 years and now it no longer a planet...some may be asking why is it not a planet?? Well, it's beacuse under the new rules for a planet: "a celestial body that is in orbit around the sun, has sufficient mass for its self-gravity to overcome rigid body forces so that it assumes a nearly round shape, and has cleared the neighborhood around its orbit." Hence Pluto is automatically disqualified because its oblong orbit overlaps with Neptune's. Therefore now Pluto has been demoted and now it's classified under a new category called dwarf planet. This decision was made by 2500 astronomers from 75 countries at a conference recently.

Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna

Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna- Never Say Goodbye...Saying goodbye kills the hope of meeting again...Yesterday nite was my first time watching a Hindi movie in a cinema!! Wohoo..history making event..haha..It was a nice movie...Ya, I watched almost everything under the sun...basically anything that is 'watchable" (is there such word?) I'll watch...but I love watching Hindi movie, I can just sit in front of the tv for 3 long hours just to finish the show without even moving an inch...my dad used to tease me that one day I'll marry an Indian guy..haha..Anyway, yeah..I was looking for ppl to watch that movie with me..but all my friends don't watch Hindi movie..but suddenly ying asked me whether i wanna catch a movie with her..so i suggested this movie. It's rather a typical Karan Johar movie, it revolves around love and family..for those that don't know Karan Johar, he's the director for Khabhi Kushi Khabi Gham, Kal Ho Na Ho, Kuch Kuch Hota Hei...We always say that time will heal, but sometimes in certain situation time will just deepen the wounds that we have..Do you agree with that? Sometimes it's strangers that talk to us will really understand the situation that we are in and know us better...i don't really agree with that, but I guess at some point when we are really caught up with our problem and stuck in our little world, it's people that walk by/pass our lives that know us better than we do...Btw, have you ever thought that what if after you got married then you found out that your true love is actually not your husband/ wife? What should we do then? It strucks me yesterday..should we give up on our true love and stick with our marriage or vice versa?

Tired

We had a nice dinner at Italianis tonight. We were so full by the time we had our second plate of pasta. Every wednessday is All You Can Eat PAsta for only Rm 19.90 at Italianis. Usually one plate of pasta will cost you more than that..so our whole gang decided to go and try it...it was good, but after 1st plate, we were kind of full..plus laughing at all the jokes and silly actions of ours, we were too full even to finish our second plate of pasta. It was fun. We should have outing more often rite? Anyway, i'm just very tired...tempted to skip my 8 am class this morning..well, being a good girl , i just have to drag myself to class. Hehe..so perasan. Anyway, i better start with my ENV before going to bed. Take care all.

Lean on me...

Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long'
Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long'
Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me
So just call on me brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on

Lean on me when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Lean on me...

I knew that I can always count on you...and lean on you..you never disappoint me.

From the inside out

It has been a great week, great time in leader's retreat though i didn't had much sleep and my hands were swollen due to excessive playing of volleyball with a bunch of friends at night when were suppose to sleep. It was really a great time, we had so much fun..things will change after this, some people that I'm close to will move on to their different calling, visions that God has placed upon their heart. I might not be seeing them for a long time, but all I wanted to say is 'Thank you for being part of my life, for being an inspiration to me." I'll miss all the time that we've spent together.

A thousand times I've failed

Still Your mercy remains

And should I stumble again I'm caught in Your grace

Chorus:

EverlastingYour light will shine when all else fades

Never endingYour glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else

My purpose remains

The art of losing myselfIn bringing You praise

Chorus:

EverlastingYour light will shine when all else fades

Never ending Your glory goes beyond all fame

Bridge:

My heart and my soul

Lord I give You control

Consume me from the inside out

Lord let justice and praise

Become my embrace

To love you from the inside out

I really like this song...no matter how many times we've failed God, but our great and merciful God always always receive us with His arms open wide. He never shut himself from us, but it is always us that shut ourselves from Him. Forever God is faithful, His arms are never too short to stretch out to reach us and bring us out from the miry clay.

Anywya, I want to know what's the verdict for Lina Joy's case...anyone has got any idea about it??? It is really sad to know that a "Malay's religion and belief are determined by birth and not by choice. " Quoted from Religious Liberty. Don't we have the right to choose what we want to believe in? Why must we force it on people? Besides, Malay is a race and Muslim is a religion, must every Malay be a Muslim? It just doesn't make sense. It is sensible for us to say that it is impossible to change our race cos it is somethng that is in us, we can't change our DNA and become a caucasian, indian or something, but religion should on our free-will. Why is it that from a buddhist, we can always convert to Christianity or Muslim without causing any problems but if it is the other way round, it is not possible at all?? This not to condemn any religion or anything, it's just that the conversion of religion that was being practised in Malaysia just doesn't make sense to me. Under Islam Hadhari, a concept of our Prime Minister, “Islam must be delivered in a judicious manner through reminders and advice, through dialogue and the exchange of thoughts ... war and the use of force should not be used as a shortcut to success.” Abdullah also claimed that UMNO, the ruling party, “staunchly opposes the use of Islam as an instrument to manipulate people’s beliefs.” Personally to me, what we are practicing in our country now is totally the opposite of Islam Hadhari.

Screwed Time-table

I don't like my time-table for this semester!!! It's screwed up...on tuesday I've got a lecture from 8-9 then I have freaking 4 hours of break till the next lecture. Then on wed class from 8-9, 12-2 then 4-6. What am I suppose to do with so many breaks in between?? Today we manage to overcome our 4 hrs of break...we had breakfast then were sitting at the lounge and I was readign the mag, cos there's nothing better to do...after about hald an hour, we walked around and visited the gym. I cycled for 0.5 km and my legs were tired..haha...then we played pool...it was really really a boring day...i wonder how i'll survive through the whole sem. Great time spent with friends back at home during hols...a lot of time was spent in front of the tv though..but still i enjoy every bit of it.

"Sometimes doing everything is worse than doing nothing"

Don't you think that this is true at times?? When you just wanted to help out but you won't know that you're making situations worse. When you just wanted to patch up but in the end you don't get what you've expected and be sad and hurt bout it...

Taking the heed of the advice of our governments since the price of almost everything has hike up...even an entry to toilet has increase by 10 cents...

Get A Calculator First..
After thinking about it, lets do some calculations to change our lifestyle. In Malaysia the average family income is RM3000 (Father works, mother doesnt). I understand there are a lot of families whose income don't reach RM3000, but, to make things simple, lets take RM3000 as the figure. ok la right? Okay, let's start rolling with a family which has Papa, Mama, 1 daughter and 1 son. ngam ngam..
Calculation starts...
Electricity and water bil RM100 (no aircond, no home theatre, no water heater k?)
Telekom and Handphone bil RM100 (cannot make a lot of calls one you know? ONly make important and necessary calls. NO Streamyx)
Meal for the whole happy family RM775 (3 meals on RM25/day, RM25 for 4 persons????)
Papa makan/teh tarik during working hours RM155 (RM5/day, RM5 can eat what?)
Car repayment RM400 (a proton saga aeroback, 7 years repayment)
Petrol RM300 (Living in City, Jam) Bring wife to work, bring son to school, only can afford one car running.
Insurance RM650, (kids, wife and myself what about car insurance, road tax, servicing of car???)
House repayment RM750 (Low cost housing repayment for 30 years, retired still have to work to pay house!)
Tuition RM80 (I don't think that tuition fees are that cheap nowadays)
Older children pocket money @ school RM20 (RM1/day, eat bread??? - stave to death)
School fees RM30 (enough ah??)School books and etc etc. RM100 (always got extra to pay in school, references books???)
Younger children milk powder RM50 (cannot have the DHA, BHA, PHA one,expensive maybe just drink the normal susu junjung)
Miscellaneous RM100 (shampoo, rice, sauce, toilet paper - aiyo die lol like that)
oh wait!!! I have to stop here, so... No Astro, no movie @ cinema, no DVD, no CD, no online, cannot KFC, cannot Mc Donald,cannot go Park walk walk during weekend(petrol expensive), no chit chat on phone with grandparents, and etc...
Let's use a calculator to total up... WALAO EI.. RM3610 already..EPF belum potong, income tax lagi,........oledi --- RM610...How to survive laa tuan-tuan dan puan-puan sekalian??? Our Deputy Prime Minister ask us to change lifestyle? How to change? Don't eat? Don't work? Don't send children to school and study?
Besides that, I believe in Malaysia population, there are millions ofRakyat Malaysia which still don't earn RM3000/month!!!
What is this? Ini lah Malaysia "Boleh"
Don't you think that this is rather interesting??? How do we change our lifestyle?? Any ideas?? The above calculation is already so jimat...but still at the end of the month it exceed by
RM 610.
Anyway, it has been a week since I'm back...although i didn't do much..but i enjoyed just being at home and spend time with my family. Well, not really like spent a lot of time with them since everyone is busy with their work and studies and most of the time I'm alone at home but you know, just being at home feels good. Went our for dinner with sunnie, xin yi and natalie last friday...then guess what, my dad allow me to go for a drink at Bing with them then aileen joined us...i was in a way surprise that my dad allow me to go out and have a drink with them cos he usually don't allow me to change my venue...for instance if i say i'll have dinner at ABC then i got to be there till the very end that kind of thing..I know his intensions are good but at times it's just...arrghh..it's just for a drink..not even at pubs or what-so-ever, but at decent place like Bing/ Coffee Bean..and i'm 19!!! Haiz...but i had a great time the other day with them..just be able to catch up and stuff..I've only watched one TVB series..it was nice and unpridictable...not like ythe typical HK shows..but the one bad thing is that, my parents have watched the whole series so they kept on telling me the plot while I was watching it..I got to go and borrow more series, if not I'll so bored at home..oh ya, I forgot to bring back Veronica Mars to watch..was suppose to watch it this hols...hai ya..

Wondering what that picture was for?? Well actually, when you drive into Sunway, there's a small little round about there and in case you're as blur as jokien, that's 2 birds and a stone. So one fine evening, as mich and I were walking back home from dinner..mich came up with this question..'Why would they want to build 2 birds there?' So without much hesitation, I said..hmm..maybe they are trying to tell you that with education, you can soar high like the birds. The answer was quite convincing and it makes sense right?? So mich says, then what about the stones...this question put they want me into some thoughts...I took a little more time and I came out with this idea...well, maybe they want to imply that, before you came in to sunway or monash, you're as limbik as a taufu but after you had spent your time here..you become as strong as a rock...mich was laughing her head off...haha...but don't you think the explanation make some sense?? Yeah!!! LAst paper on monday then I'm FREE!!! I can't wait..i only slpet for 3 1/2 hrs last nite..but when i came back home..i'm too tired to feel sleepy you know what i mean??
Oh ya, I'm proud to say that I've finished another book this year!!! Wohoo!! it's June and I've manage to read 2 books..hehe..Guess what, I've bought Cecelia Ahern's new book...can't wait to read it..hope it's as good as the previous books.."Love, like rain, can nourish from above, drenching couples with a soaking joy. But sometimes, under the angry heat of life, love dries on the surface and must nourish from below, tending to its roots, keeping itself alive." I like this book..it's quite meaningful..i wanna read Tuesday with Morrie too..anyone has the book??
Malaysia Open for badminton is going on now in Kuching..and I missed the opportunity to watch a world-class badminton match live...with all good players from around the world that came for this tournament..ppl like Lin Dan, Chen Hong, Peter Gade, Kenneth Johanssen and not to forget, our Malaysian players...arrgghh..why can't they have it next week?? Then I'll be back home..I can go watch and BAM, I can give you a helping hand in the tournament too...hai ya..I really am looking forward to finsh my exam and go back home...i miss my family, my friends, ASTRO!! Haha..but one thing I'll miss here is Church...I can't seem to get connected with church back home...i'm not saying that it's the church's fault..the problem is within myself. Ps. Kenneth once said if the music doesn't sound right, the worship leader doesn't worship well..can we still praise and worship God?? The answer is definately YES!! So the problem lies within me, i really need to get it right in this aspect..it is not the music that determines how we worship God..but our heart. City HArvest came up with a new song..it really struck me the pre-chorous goes like this : "The world can't withold your Glory, but You choose to live in me, I'm so amazed..." Don't you think it's so amazing?? God is the Almighty and Everlasting God, the wolrd can't even withold His Glory, but..He choose to live in us...He choose to give His one and only Son to die for our sins. The everlasting love that He gave for us...

Anger

It's 4.56 am and I'm still awake...I only slept for an hour...cos I can't sleep...i dunno why, must be nescafe...but it usually does no have any effect on me...Have you ever experince drinking coffee till you wanna vomit?? I have....too much for my poor stomach to take it. Anyway, something to share with everyone: "Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us, hatred indeed is a curve blade. And the harm that we do, we do to ourselves." Don't you think that this is so true?? When we are angry or hate someone, we are the only one that sufferr, the person will never know it...so what harm does it make to he/she?? I find it really true and it struck me for a moment.

I just realised that I haven't been blogging for quite a while...past few days have not been as productive as I want it to be...but anyway, i can't turn back time...what it's done is done...while studying, I've decide to take some photos of myself...so perasan..haha..then i realised that my cheek is chubbier now...look at the photos...one is taken on Dec 2005 and the next one is taken on monday...got see any difference?? Actually the photo that i took yesterday has a more significant difference...but the photo was ugly..so I decided to use this instead..what do u think?? Is it just me or do I look chubbier now?? But not to worry, cos when I go back home, I'll lose some weight...weird huh...I put on weight here but back home I actually can lose weight..haha..I think cos when I'm here..I tend to eat lots of carbohydrate but back at home my mum will cut down on my carbo intake...I want to go back home and catch up on my movies lar...I'm so left behind with my movies...so many TVB series that I wanna watch...movies later, now I really need to concentrate on my revision...God, please help me to pay attention and focus...

My tv series ends today..it was nice..some quotes from the series 'Life is like a movie, what is important is the ending because it is where the suspense and climax is', 'An airport is where people meet and where people seperate and everyday it has a different story'. However, i personally think that it's true, life is really like a movie..at times it can be so dramatic but it can be so boring too..no matter how well you start off, it is the end that matters. It shows me that, at times I can be gangho and so on fire for God or even things that I love at first...but then what will the ending be is what that really matters..will i run and finish off the race then have no regrets like what Paul did, he wrote and says that He has fight a good fight and finish the race. or will i just be a mediocre and settle for anything?? I really want to run and finish the race..cos i want to hear my Abba father say "well done, good and faithful servant" at the end of the day. God please help me to persevere on and cling on you. Anyway, what is it like to hear that the person that you like actually likes someone else?? Will you feel sad or what??? Duh..of course sad lar..but..anyway, it doesn't matters anymore...Before i put on anymore weight, i need to stop eating so much...mich, this is all your fault..haha..you've influnced me...hehe.just joking..i've been eating way too much..it's like after my meal..i can just continue on eating and eating without feeling hungry..what is wrong with me?? Playing badminton once a week doesn't help. Before i forget..Happy Anniversary to my parents!!! I was born because you guys got married..haha..I got a cute card for them..i tell you..my dad is so damn china man..i got to tell him to get flowers then baru he go and order a bouquet of flowers..all he knows is just to go have dinner..Chinese educated people are so not good in expressions..so should i say asians?? I think we tend to keep it all to ourself and find it hard to express it out to our loved ones..maybe it's just me..I find myself better in expressing it in writing than verbally.

Anyway, this post is a lil behind date cos i didn't have my internet connection for the past 2 days..I was so happy to get my card!!!!! After consistent checking my mail box day in day out...finally my card is here...yeah!!! I come to one conclusion..the kakak here don't clear the maisl everyday...everytime i pass by the office..i'll see the pile of mails bundle up..and it has been sitting on the table for days...i feel like walking in there and say, "hey do you need help to sort out these mails? I don't mind to do it." I mean, sometimes ppl's mails are important and you just don't sort them but let it sit on the table for days...apa lar...think about how those ppl that are waiting for their mails feel...esp me..haha..anyway, from last saturday to wednesday was crazy for me...i don't even have enough time to finish up all my assignment, lab reports and exams but fall sick pula at that time...what a wrong timing. I was like half dead on monday..but guess what??? I DIDN'T go see doctor?? Proud of me?? Haha..ppl that knows me well enough will be like so surprise cos i'm the person that believe that if i'm sick, I MUST go see doctor in order to be well..haha..unlike some ppl..sick until nyawa nyawa ikan already still berkeras not to see doc..but I guess i was just too too busy that I don't even have time to bother bout my health...i just take panadol and flu med...then after a few days..i'm as fit as a fiddle already..haha..Oh ya, i never do my work till like don't sleep the whole day..my marketing assignment was due on wed so I was doing it from tuesday till 6.45 am on wednessday morning...till i reach a point that i don't even know what i'm typing and reading..remember dates also wrongly...so the moral of the story is: Start your assignment early. But I guess, I'll just never learn the lesson...haha..anyway, I've indulge myself in movies for the past 2 days..went to watch Posiedon on wed and Da Vincci Code yesterday..to me Da Vincci Code was nice cos I didn't read the book..but to my friends that read the book..they say that it's not that nice...just ok...hehe...so yeah..another moral of the story: Don't read the book before you watch the movie, then you'll know everything and not 'syok' anymore. So i'll just leave you guys with 2 morals for today..hehe..

I'm proud to say that I've finish reading a book for this year!!! woohoo...so proud of myself...haha...knowing me, that is really an achievement ok...What do you do when the person that you've shared half your life-time with passed away?? The one person that makes your life more meaningful and filled it with so much joy, happiness and memories...I guess my life will be devastated by then..anyway, get hold of the of the book, it's nice...I like Cecelia Ahren's books..I think PS. I love you is nicer than Where Rainbow Ends...but my friends think the other way round.
If ever things begin to look a little cloudy..
They'll get better soon.
Just remember that it's true:
It takes rain to make rainbows,
Lemons to make lemonade,
And sometimes it takes difficulties
To make us stranger and better person
The sun will shine again....you'll see.
Take care ya guys, no matter how hard the situation seems to be, remember that you can always put your trust in God and He'll be there faithfully and bring you through it. He is our refuge and rock that we can turn to.
PS. I love you. (Haha..this is how Gerry sign off in every of his letter to Holly)

I don't know what to say...but I just feel like blogging...haha. Yeah!!! Last Bio lab for this semester...that means no more reports!!! Except for the one due on next monday lar...Don't have to wake up early...wohoo..but that also means that exams is just around the corner.. =(
Why do we need to have exams? It is really a burden to the students you know...haha..crap larr..amanda tan. Anyway, I really had a great time out with adeline on last friday...went to One U to meet her...thanks for the lunch and ice-cream girl...it was really nice to be able to catch up with friends...I had so much fun!! Anyway, me and my big mouth have just splurred out something that I shouldn't...friends back home just feel like cekiking me...haha..I'm so sorry guys...it was just at that moment, it just slipped out..Why would one be surprise that someone don't like you?? (as in character and personlaity) Isn't that a norm?? Not everyone likes everyone mar...sure there are ppl that we don't like and there are bound to be ppl that don't like us...that's life and reality...right?? Am I making sense?? Haha..ping, thanks for calling although it was a belated bday wish...but yeah..you've text me on the day itself. Btw, I was a lil annoyed yesterday..2 or 3 of those messages will be sweet and nice but not till like about 10 in a day??? It gets a lil irritated after a while...I know that the intention is good...but...you know...Thanks for sending another card to me...really hope that I'll receive it this time.

Pennyless

I'm pennyless today!!! Really..this is no kidding. My wallet is empty..I'm left with bout RM 10 today so had lunch, went to campuscity and then when i came back, my wallet was empty...so michelle and i went to the ATM machine in uni to withdraw money before going for dinner...and guess what??!!! The ONE and ONLY ATM machine in campus is out of service!!!!! And both oh us were like OMG!! We look at each other (eye-balls to eye-balls) as none of us had any money left...at least she still has RM 1..so we called teck jun to asked him to pay me back the money for his meal last nite as he didn't have change...and we got RM 20 for both our dinner. Monash or sunway, please install more ATM machine around this campus!!!! How can a campus as big as this has got only 1 pathetic ATM machine?? Anyway, we went to watch Mission Impossible 3 last nite..woohoo!! It was really a nice show..i guess it's the nicest shopw that i've watched this year..Tom Cruise is so good looking and so 'yau yeng'. He looks so much younger in the movie and Yir Hong says that he looks taller too..haha...all the effects..but I guess that's bcos all the actors and actress in the movie are about his height so he don't look that short..haha..oh ya...and the co-star, the other agent is also very good looking...i didn't know that he acted in Bend it like Beckham until mich check it out on the internet. He looks good in dark colour hair...yup, it's an exciting and nice show!!! Sometimes people that are closes to you might be your worst enemy..people that didn't even cross your mind that will take advantage and trapped you...oh ya, the cinema cut off all the kissing scene...darn...so potong steam...let's update bout my holiday...I had a good time with my mum and her friends in vietnam...and guess what, I actually cried when i leave the airport...even towards some aunties that I only knew for bout 5 days..haha..but i guess it's not so much bout them but the thought of separating from mu mum just makes me feel really sad...finals are coming soon..in a month's time...and i;m going back to Kch on 20 JUne!! So excited!! and this time aroung i'll be having about 1 month holiday!! Woohoo!!!! BUt can't compare to sherlyn's hols...she got like bout 4 months holiday man...that's so unfair..your easter break is like 3 weeks and now you've got 4 months break!!!! I also want that!!!! Well, be grateful that at least i have about 1 month break..haha..self comforting...i'm still checking my mail box everyday and waiting for my long-lost card...talking about cards...Memory lane only got 1 pathetic MOther's Day card for grandmother...how sad...ok, i better go to sleep...Can't wait to see my friends back home!! MIss ya all.